
This past Sunday, a few of us decided last minute to ski up to the Wapta Ice Field near Bow Summit in the Ice fields Parkway. I met with Pat and Chris again at the Petro Can on the highway and this time we were joined by Jeff (KiteSource.Ca) Doepker. An early start was needed so the gear was loaded into my van and we were on the road by 6 am.
At 8:50 am we set out from the parking lot at the Num Ti Ja Lodge, Beacons tested, then making our way across the lake, the morning light revealing socked in conditions up high. A relatively uneventful ski up through the meadows and tree section brought us to the first canyon just east of the glaciers' moraine. Time to separate ourselves by at least 20m, and ski fast through heavily loaded slopes that could sluff just enough snow to push you into the creek upside down or worse, play hide-n-seek with your body while the rest of the crew dug furiously to find you. Patrice went first and as I passed Jeff next, I heard it slip out under his breath, "this is where it gets real".
For the uninitiated, ski touring (skiing uphill) can be a lot of work. It becomes very focused work when your trying to safely move through dangerous avalanche prone areas. In no time at all we skied out above the canyon to the east slope of a large cirque facing across towards two huge rock bands climbing 500m out of the snow filled creek below. I was getting tired, the boots I borrowed were killing my feet, but the view was amazing as the landscape had changed dramatically in such a short time. My dreamy admiration of our environment was snapped away in an instant when I heard Jeff mention to Pat that, "we should be about half-way right now".
Now I could really feel the energy slipping away from my core and I needed some point in this miniature rock and ice universe to focus on. Some goal to push myself emotionally as I knew that I had made the mistake of going too light on breakfast. Pat pointed out the Bow hut above us, which is a strange site at first. Such a vast stroke of granite, snow and ice punctuated by something so alien, a huge hut tethered to a flat bench of rock with cables and chains. Good enough for me, so remote and at the same time an anchor of potential comfort.
One step, then another. Simple rhythm to keep the mind at bay while floating in in this snowy white-out. I check my watch and realize it is noon, three hours in and we are almost there. No stop at the hut for a break, just a few minutes out of the wind, to get some food into our now depleted systems. I am feeling like crap, can't focus and questioning my ability to keep going while still having enough energy to get back down. This may not be the hardest thing I have ever done physically but I know for sure that I am punishing myself. I know my feet are ground hamburger, and it is too late to recover with food. The price I pay to learn this lesson for which I guarantee, will never forget again.
An hour later we are on top of the glacier digging a snow pit for a base, unpacking the kites and having lunch. I am worked but slowly filling with energy, scanning the horizon like a bug on a giant white table cloth. To the North between two outcropings of rock is a solid line of snow about 900m across which Jeff tells us is the tongue. The tongue of a glacier is where it terminates and drops off whatever feature is rests above. To the East is another white line of snow, this one curved up and to the right where it meets with a rocky spire above the snow field behind us. Everything else is just white, wind gusting from the South, bringing with it large flakes to cover our tracks.
I can't speak for everyone, but when I did get my kite up and cruising, I forgot about all the pain and work it took to get there. The sun would burn through the clouds of snow for seconds at a time and you could see everything. Like being on top of the world for a moment, I felt so small yet so in touch with this place. I could feel every gust pushing the kite, I could hear my heart pounding in my chest, pure focus on everything I did in this extreme environment. You could get sucked off the end of the glacier or drop into a not so covered crevasse in a second. The exhilaration and fear while ripping across the glacier flooded my body with adrenaline and a simple satisfaction. I was happy to be here and proved to myself that I could do it.
All good things come to an end. Pat had a great session and confidence re builder after a nasty gust almost laid him out. Chris nailed his turns and covered a lot of distance. Jeff rocked it and showed us boldness and respect while riding in such a potentially dangerous location. It was an amazing experience shared by the four of us.
I will never forget being up there, or even the tough trek up. We followed the rules, played it safe, respected our environment and the dangers that were attached to it. We pushed ourselves and found ourselves, the people we really are. Kite skiing has progressed so much for me this year, it almost feels like a different sport. But I think I have progressed as well this year and am starting to realize what is really important. aside from my family, spending time in the mountains sharing my passions with extraordinary people is undeniably important.
a lot of people in this world often ask, "what is the meaning of life"? I sincerely believe that as long as your Living It, that question is not important.